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January 24th, 2007

01:23 am: first poast of 2007
well well well, where to begin; its been like 7 or so months since i last poasted anything and shitloads has happened i dont even know where to begin so i wont even try to recap i will just assure all that things are going wonderfully i am probably the happiest i have ever been in my life. I am doing lots of tattooing, i am comfortable and content spiritualy, (I dont have a job right now) but thats ok i will soon:D I feel as though i finally am takeing charge of my life and am pursuing what i love...tattoos. I don't feel like a corporate warehouse drone anymore and that I'm doing nothing with my life, Yeska and I will be celebrateing our 2 year aniversary in acouple months and shes now looking for work to so as soon as we have jobs we can move out which will rock. So ya thats bout it Im poor but happy which is how i would have it anyday:D:D:D:D

Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: infected mushroom

June 28th, 2006

01:38 pm: stompen in da woods... whos with me?
hey all you hippies and ravers out there whos planing on going to stompen this year its july 14-16 we are going to have a tight pirate cove going on this year so if you are down and wana be in the pirate crew let me know...and if...well every one should go its going to be savage....much love yesie plur

October 31st, 2005

12:12 am: hey everybody howst it goin sorry ive been gone so long lot of shit been happenin in my little world and have had absolutely no time but heres the short and skinny. moved out, and in with my girl and my brother and thats going great, my car died, not so great, but my girl just got her check from her car accedent and can afford to fix her car, good thing, and my boss may sell me his car really cheep, anuther good thing, oh and had to re-roof moms house....long storry. OH OH OH!!!!!!!! nov. 11 is the party wite out at studio B and its gunna be Yessies B-Day party so please please please i hope everyone can come and wish her a happy B-day :D :D :D :D i love you all hope to see ya soon

Current Mood: draineddrained

August 7th, 2005

08:31 pm: ........hello...........
hey all first off i much offer a blanket apology to all that have called me or left a message or something that i have not called back alot of shit is going on right now and im sorting shit out so im sorry im not trying to ignor anyone im just really fucking busy....on a sad note my uncle who i was very close died acouple days ago which has added a ton of uneeded stress plus ive hit a rocky patch in my relationship so my head feels like a hornets nest of emotions but this is life right ive learned a ton about myself and that im not really who i thought i was :) but thats good and a part of life i got a couple of new tattoos, the tattoo convention is next week and hempfest is the weekend after so this month is fuckin hella busy but im sure ill manage somehow :) i love you all specially my yessie be good kids

July 21st, 2005

12:53 pm: 13 fuck post
why do i do this, every fucking time its the same shit i do to myself i am so fucking bad with money its fucking rediculus i have a full time job and am broke WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! is it so hard to get throuhg my thick skull that i need to start saveing to ever get out of the house and on with my life how could i ever expect to live on my own and pay bills when i cant even pay the meger bills i have now!!! this is stupid im pissed FUCKING PISSED i wanna brake something destroy something cuase myself pain in some way and feel productive at the same time. This the same fucking thing i do to myself everytime ive been doing this to myself all my fucking life and yet here i am still fucking doing it WHY!!! i have no fucking clue im such a fucking retard when it comes to money FUCK!!!! now i have to ask my mom for some again just proveing to her that im inept at takeing care of myself and i will here that same dissapointed tone in her voice FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!! im out

Current Mood: angryangry

July 13th, 2005

03:25 am: awake
why dose it always seem i get insomia at the worst time and at the oddest moments im tired and sore both physiclly and mentally and wish for morphious's sweet kiss but im sitting here running through movie after movie drawing surfing the net and wondering why hes passed my inviteing eyes oh well the night goes on. it seems every day i go through the motions and make my clockwise turn and perpetuate the motion of industry and continue this organic machine called life, i wonder how long this portion of the turn will last forgive me if i seem ungratefull for i am not i am in a much happier place in my life than i have ever been. so much is changeing and happening, i must admit i get a bit overwhelmed and with the stress i tend to retreat and hide for a bit so please my lovelies do if i ever seem distant always assume i am just overwhelmed and with gental coaxing will come out sortly :) on a compleatly different note i finally fixed my car it looked like it was the ignition moduel (the computer chip for my car) but in the process of replaceing it broke something else which i found out today was my ECT (the electronic cooling something or other) so now i have to replace that so YAY! OH and just becuase I LOVE YOU YESSIE!!!<3 anywho Im done rambling for the evening so night all

Current Mood: amusedamused

July 10th, 2005

07:18 am: B-day poast
Yeah its my birthday :D i am now 22 years old YAY!!!! actually its kinda funny cuase im past all the exiteing birthdays so this one feels kinda weird. oh well :D

Current Mood: energeticenergetic

July 5th, 2005

10:08 am: ever one loves yeska
hi friends its me yeska/yessie every one that konws me souls come find me on here...mine is yeskazdkaid

the party was so tight i cant wate till the next one !!!!!!!

July 1st, 2005

12:23 pm: to all true raver/stompers
stompers map point
206.853.2381 thats the info line number y'all, good luck, hope to see you all there, .

Current Mood: excitedexcited

June 29th, 2005

01:30 am: the weekend and my meltdown are drawing closer
i cant wait for this weekend....no seriously i cant wait it feels like my head is going to pop. Two many things are up in the air for me to deal with all waiting and suspended untill thursday when i get paid and can breath again. i hate this i always do this to myself i spend my money frivalesly (i know i murdered that word) and end up sweeting bullets to get things done. i alsways do it and i always end up saying the same shit im saying now, but oh well life goes on right :D and things will sort themselves out in time and things will be ok i know this for i have learned this lesson time and time again yet i cant help but feel the stress of uncertainty. i cant wait for stompin and to see all my friends :D :D :D i love you all <3 anywho im going to bed now cuase im really tired and the tv's broken so catch ya all later :) OH! and i have my cell phone back now so for those who have tried to call me and never got me sorry :( it broke but its back now:) but i have no ones number so if i had your number assume i dont anymore unless you have already talked to me in the last week then i have it again :) ok night :) :) :)

Current Mood: stressedstressed
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